Nangis~

kadang2 kita akan nangis..
nangis tuk luahkan apa yg selama ini kita pendam..
kita simpan..

bagi aku..
Yes, aku admit yg aku slalu nangis..
seorg diri..at my fav place, atas katil.
and at my fav time, before sleep.

Maybe nmpak mcm weird bg org laen..
But, for me..
nangis sepuas-puasnya will help me..
luahkn pe yg aku pendam n simpan..
luahkan pe yg mungkin org laen x akan faham..

nangis akan buat kita rasa lega..
wlaupun bukan utk selamanya..
but at least utk beberapa jam..

and right now aku rs nk nangis sgt2..
ngn sume problem yg aku de..

yana..dh lm aku x nngis. (for 2 weeks maybe)
pe yg ko luahkn kt aku pg td..
wt aku rs nk nangis blik..
mybe ko nmpk aku kuat..happy..
But, hakikatnya aku bukan kuat mcm yg ko slalu sangka.
Aku dh xde sape2 yg aku leh share problem aku..
Mungkin xde org yg faham ngn aku..
or maybe xde org yg intrested nk tahu psl mslh aku..
sape yg intrested nk tau prblem org kn..

So, treatment aku..
nangis..nangis sepuas-puasnye..
Kita akn rs lega after kita nngis.

Deeper Conversation ~ my fav song

Is your favourite colour blue?

Do you always tell the truth?

Do you believe in outerspace?

And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?

Does your hair flow sideways?

Did someone took a portion of your heart?

And I'm learning you

And if you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me

To a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you

And in time you will too

If you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me

To a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

If you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

And Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me

To a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

Deeper conversation

With me

Deeper conversation

With me

Deeper conversation

With me

Deeper conversation

Oh...

Does your name Bryan McRight?

Sesuatu yang tak pasti..Macam kosong.

Aku..

Tak tau apa sebenarnya yang berlegar-legar dalam kotak fikir aku.

Di ketika ini..

Dan di saat ini..

Sepertinya kosong.

Tapi..

Kadang - kadang..

Aku rasa ada sesuatu yang sedang bersarang dan terkurung dalam kotak fikir ku.

Sesuatu yang aku sendiri..

Tak tau apa.

Adakah.. ketakutan?

atau.. kerisauan?

atau hanya.. kecelaruan?

Aku sendiri pun seperti tidak faham dengan apa yang berlaku.

Celaru..

Konfius mungkin.

Atau hanya kecelaruan mentafsir sesuatu yang diterima oleh akal.